This is it, the week of our wedding. My God, I never thought it would come. I always thought We would be overjoyed and extremely happy.
In fact, there is joy and we are extremely happy to be getting married this Saturday. This Saturday!!!! But, there is always a but.
We are stressed out. Like never before. There are money issues and we feel helpless. There is some sort of family tension as well. I think we just expected too much. Mostly me. I expected our family to be happy for us, to be just as excited. Not at all, and it hurts. I always knew that our wedding will not mean the same to anyone else as it does to D and me. But dang, I never thought it would this bad.
My biggest regret so far? My wedding party. D's groomsmen have been great. No problems there. My girls? A big joke including my "Maid of Honor". I absolutely know this is not their wedding, but I thought they cared a little more. Getting them to get their dresses done in time was a huge headache. I wouldn't be surprised if they didn't have the time to show up to our rehersal this Friday.
But enough, D and I will be married this Saturday and we cannot wait. We are already ONE, this will just make it official.
I have a lot if things to blog about, after this week I will have the time to post it !
How was YOUR wedding week?
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The final week is hell-ish. I don't think you should feel alone in that at all. My wedding week was very stressful, anxiety-ridden and exhausting. Believe me, you will be so happy and elated once the actual day arrives! Just breathe and try and clear your mind as much as possible. Also, get some sleep and eat well! I lost sleep and stopped eating for a few days. Not good!
ReplyDeleteBest of luck! Everything will be wonderful! :)
Congratulations--
ReplyDeleteI wish I was in your shoes...being at the "week of". I completely understand how a wedding starts to consume your life and family and friends start to fill that drama hole that you thought you had plugged. Ive enjoyed reading your posts preparing you for your big day...Stick with it girl...your going to look STUNNING.
How exciting that your week is finally here! Don't let the stress get to you. I know it's easier said than done, but I truly hope you can ignore the little things and focus on the bigger one: you're getting married!! Enjoy this happy time in your life. I'm looking forward to the recaps!
ReplyDeleteI think your blog wasn't loading in my PC, I stopped by this past week and I'm just reading this the day AFTER your wedding!!!! Espero que toda la tension y mala leche se haya convertido en alegria y buenos deseos de parte de los tuyos. Queremos ver las fotos! PRONTO! Un abrazo grande!!!
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