This is it, the week of our wedding. My God, I never thought it would come. I always thought We would be overjoyed and extremely happy.
In fact, there is joy and we are extremely happy to be getting married this Saturday. This Saturday!!!! But, there is always a but.
We are stressed out. Like never before. There are money issues and we feel helpless. There is some sort of family tension as well. I think we just expected too much. Mostly me. I expected our family to be happy for us, to be just as excited. Not at all, and it hurts. I always knew that our wedding will not mean the same to anyone else as it does to D and me. But dang, I never thought it would this bad.
My biggest regret so far? My wedding party. D's groomsmen have been great. No problems there. My girls? A big joke including my "Maid of Honor". I absolutely know this is not their wedding, but I thought they cared a little more. Getting them to get their dresses done in time was a huge headache. I wouldn't be surprised if they didn't have the time to show up to our rehersal this Friday.
But enough, D and I will be married this Saturday and we cannot wait. We are already ONE, this will just make it official.
I have a lot if things to blog about, after this week I will have the time to post it !
How was YOUR wedding week?
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